if I knew how to spell the sound of making a Bronx cheer, I'd title this post with it

ugh, yuck yuck yuck. I keep whining I need a vacation i need a vacation but it's not in the budget. But I swear I'm going nuts. family member w/ major marital issue. married too young. this person will be staying here w/ us which for some reason is causing me major anxiety. I don't know why. I think becuase it's just been me and Chris for so long, we could yell and carry on or whatever without consideration for the other person. anyway.... blick blick yuck