four months

without posting. Wow! lol. Still here still slugging away.
I saw this quote today in my scrapbook stuff: Laugh as much as you breathe, and love as long as you live.
My word of the year is Cosmic. Don't ask me why, it just came to me. I don't even know how I'd define it except somethign bright, brillant and moving.

thoughts

It's very humid here in Indiana. very unusal for this time of year, and very gross. I'm still here. Still facing the same daily struggels as I have been. if anything they've gotten worse which totally sucks. I've been very blue. and it's worse because my husband has been very sick. He was out all last week and didn't work. He went back to work today but is still really sick. So sick of worrying about everything.

fall

I love fall it's nice and cool here in Indiana, and the leaves are just beginning to get ready to change. makes for great sleeping weather, too. I'm ready for a snow-in, where we just can't get out to go anywhere because of bad weather. love that kind of stuff.

test

My test post was to see how the badge I was making looked. I like it! and Amanda likes it too!!

test

mmhhhh

Maybe if I say the bottom one enough times I'll believe it? LOL .

for all the whining I do!

For all the whining I do you'd think I was really bad off. I'm not in an abusive relationship, my husband in fact adores me. I have a job, we own our home (well in 8 years we will, lol!) heck we even own land in KY. My husband has a job, we're relatively healthy. we have until Obama messes it up, decent health insurance.
I'm at the end of my first round of Abilify and I don't think I'm going to keep taking it. the mood swings and just the overall feeling after that first really good week just aren't worth it.
I also saw a new yoga studip in town and I think I'll at least check out a few classes.
The third picture above is an embroidery project by Stephanie Tillman. How funny. it says "no she is not wearing two scrunchies!" it's called middle school bunnies. perfect title! All her projects are so funny.

Luz asked what brand of eyelashes I used in my last picture.They're Andrea/modlash starter kit. The glue came in it and they were about $7 at Walgreens. Can't be that!

snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes

fake eyelashes. what do you think?

time to update

just a couple of pictures of yours truly.